there is no other way out. you can't simply letting go everything in just few days or even in a year, as i said, life is about experiencing and learning, if you can't do this, if u can't take an advantage on that, and keep in a negativating way, u will definitely ended by cutting yourself into pieces day by day. it is not easy. it is not just shutting off your heart so that u can freely forgetting the things. NO. but, however it is, how hard it was, keep strong and always says Alhamdulillah, we are still alive and Allah is always with us.
got myself another two handbags after came back from a very short trip to Johor last weekend.
when i have no boyfriend, me, after all, ended up with new gadgets, make up stuffs, handbags, flat shoes, blogging, magazines, face mask, eau de parfum, candles, pillows, a tonne of books, little brothers, little sisters, guitar, videoing, and so forth. because i did realize it can't be the same as before. life and people are keep changing, so do i.
away from any social networks. away from lies. trying to cope with this life really well, this is not the end, this is where i should start with something new for my very own me. i'm lucky. people around me amaze me and there, i can make a comparison and keep judging them from the way they are thinking, they're acting, they're responding each other and between other people, their attitude, their rules, their upbringing and so forth. i'm lucky to get knowing people around me. Alhamdulillah.