Monday, August 29, 2011

meninggalkan Ramadhan dengan seribu keinsafan dan kesedihan

sedih untuk meninggalkan Ramadhan kali ini. ternyata Ramadhan pada kali ni membawa kelainan pada diri aku. tak banyak perkara baik yg aku sempat buat pada bulan yg mulia ni, tu yg aku terkilan dan sedih. raya pun rasa xmeriah dan bersemangaat even aku tgk budak2 ni sronok ajessss. siap pasang lampu kelip2 dalam rumah lg. ramadhan kali ni aku banyak habiskan masa dirumah. :)) apa yg lain dari ramadhan yg sebelumnya, bulan ni aku yg akan bgn awal untuk menyediakan sahur buat kami sekeluarga. biasanya, kalau sebelum2 ni aku MALAS, tgu org kejut makan sahur je, tp kali ni aku gagahkan diri untuk bgn sediakan makanan complete terhidang dimeja! *bangga*

ok berbalik kepada perasaaan aku yg sedih td, terkilan sebab nk dekat penghujung ramadhan pada orang lain sibuk menyiapkan diri untuk 10malam terakhir ramadhan, aku pula dalam kesedihan melayan perasaan sebab xboleh membuat sebarang persiapan kerana kedatangan bulan merah :'(  rasa bersalah dihati ni. sangatlah beruntung kepada sesiapa yg mendapat cahaya Lailatul Qadr :)

aku sentiasa berharap semoga Allah mempermudahkan jalan aku untuk sentiasa dekat dengan agama ku,Islam,  sentiasa dekat dengan Allah, aku yg semakin membesar, perlu semakin matang dan dalam masa yg sama perlu menjadi contoh terbaik untuk adik-adik ku, Islam begitu indah, tp sayang sekali aku mempersiakan masa2 yg lepas dengan perkara yg sia2 tanpa beramal kearah jalan sepatutnya, bekalan untuk akhirat kelak, aku lalai didunia ini. semoga aku, serta seluruh umat islam yg lain sentiasa diberi cahaya hidayah petunjuk Allah dan sentiasa diberkati hidup, *Aminn Ya Rabbal'alaminn*

Thursday, August 25, 2011

Tuesday, August 23, 2011

what will grant you after graduating with a Degree in Finance ?

BBA (Hons) in Finance

Assalamualaikum. Alhamdulillah, I've been offered to continue my studies in Finance majoring in Business Administration! i'am so happy of course but this is not the main issue that i want to talk about....i felt so awkward. Hello, i'm truly deeply don't want to involve with any Maths anymore, but then, a degree in Finance ? haihs.. yea,,blame on me. my own stupido, i do what i don't want to do.. i don't know where to go, what i should do on that time. i just go through. just follow the path. just put myself on a right track yea i guess, but then regret with nothing, useless!

let's think positive.  mungkin ada hikmah atas apa yg terjadi ni kan? InsyaAllah, Allah akan mempermudahkan jalan hambaNya. *amin* jom belajar rajin2! :D oh btw untuk degree nanti i've put a high dream to achieve them! since i'm a slow learner in Maths ( i admittedly),  tapi i nak DL FOR ALL SEMESTERS okay! i'am so really mean, grad with 1st class degree in Finance. what a Wow?!  InsyaAllah.  so i need to struggling to LEARN! FOCUS IN A CLASS! WORK HARD! BE SYSTEMATIC, MANAGE THE TIME WELL, DO LIKE A PROFESSIONAL, the most important thing is, don't ever do any kid's stuffs! ergh! i need to huha and hula also, but not all the time la eh. because this time i need to learn how to be independent, sensible, professional, flexible is a must!

do dare me with anything!  i will do it well :)

Tuesday, August 16, 2011

i am HOT !

BUT not as hot as YOU :(

Sunday, August 14, 2011

the shocking pink of kebaya.

i don't know what to write about. just passing by. i'm soooo wordless. i can't sleep, my mind so sore right now, but i'm so mean to say i love in doing business. but i don't know wht type of business i could involve. *haih* why don't i try to make "the biskut raya" during this Ramadhan. yea, in this festive season, people are seeking for a kuih raya, so now, ( not REALLY NOW la but soon)  i'm gonna make a try for a blueberry cheese tart! :D



she's nini. *i'm missing her so much :')*

Wednesday, August 10, 2011