23

Me officially turn to 23 y/o :D and popo turn to 1y/o. Alhamdulillah kali ini th birthday is during Ramadhan. semoga ulangtahun kelahiran pada kali ini membawa seribu keberkatan dalam hidup ini :)) 

Thanks for all the wishes, family and friends. Really appreciate it and i feel blessed :)  the day went so well and i acted normally like nothing happen. Recite Al-Quran verses as a way of gratitude.  

I'm hoping the best of me for the next chapter of life. belajar dan memperbaiki kesilapan diri.   

#66

Letting go of someone isn't nearly as hard as letting go of the memories. Cause when they're gone, that's all you have left of them.

i used to write your name on this surface. 

Sometimes, i can't say words. bila terlalu rindukan waktu dulu. and yes, this finals all those memories keep coming back.

If you're single, focus on being a better you instead of looking for someone better than your ex. A better you will attract a better next.

good luck in the upcoming exams :D

senyum

dan selamat berbuka :)

semoga kita semua terhindar dari sebarang fitnah. dan kejahatan dunia. 

it's just the beginning of so many great things

tempuhilah ujian dengan penuh kesabaran dan keimanan

reward myself

pedicure manicure

i just fall in love with this young like smells. and is planning to buy another bottles of this EDT! :p

love

Last night, i slept almost 10hours like a baby and woke up with smile. Alhamdulillah, finally got a chance to get an enough sleep :)) i'm struggled on that sinceeeeeee i don't know when. i don't want to wake up with regrets anymore. i want to wake up in the morning with a packed of schedule. yes, i want to be busy like a boss. i love my hectic life, i'm growing and keep learning, past had taught me so many things that i never expect. so now, i'm ready with that, with unexpected things in unexpected life!

sometimes, when i get lost,  to get back on a right track, all i can do is do a lot of Du'a. It shows me the way, it heals me and makes me more stronger. tiada siapa dapat memujuk hati kita, melainkan kita sendiri. i just silent up myself and trying to shut everything off in a little while. Until now, i keep improving myself to be better as a human being, i keep learning because life is about gaining more experience.

and, i will focus more on my family. they're the most that i should really care about. whatever happens, family comes first. i will never neglect my responsibilities on them. they're my top priority, to be kakak yang baik and yea strict sometimes like i used to be, i can drive them anywhere they want to gooooo and buy an ice cream for them, celebrating each birthday :)) if they get hurt, i will heal them, and we can clean up a house together, :)

dan awak, saya harap awak boleh terima keputusan saya dengan baik. saya xnak musnahkan persahabatan yang telah kita bina sekian lama. saya sayangkan persahabatan kita. saya harap awak faham.

another 'love'? i don't want to take another love for granted. i dont want to love another man just want to forget the love lost, the past. NO. let it comes naturally, beautifully and with fully of my heart. and now, i don't want to think about love.indeed. my heart is soooooo tired. let me be alone, let me cheering up myself every single day, every single minute, let me hide the sadness, let everybody jeopardize the life. let me be with my main purpose in life, kerana,, ada cinta yang lagi hebat, iaitu cinta kepada yang Maha Kuasa, Allah.
pray for me people.


barakallah :)

cinta itu perlukan pengorbanan

"if you love someone, protect the love, protect the sweetness." -Dena Bahrin

#65

penat. Ya Allah...

"Jauhkanlah diri ku dari permainan dunia ini Ya Allah, dari permainan lelaki. dari kecurangan dan penipuan, berikanlah aku kekuatan untuk aku meneruskan hidup ini dengan baik, permudahkan lah setiap ujian yang Engkau berikan padaku. berikanlah aku peluang untuk menghargai setiap saat untuk patuh kepada MU, Ya Allah. berikanlah aku kekuatan untuk aku menjadi anak yang bertanggungjawab dan sentiasa membahagiakan kedua ibubapaku. berikanlah aku kekuatan untuk memjadi kakak yang terbaik untuk adik-adik ku. berikanlah aku kekuatan mental dan fizikal supaya aku dapat melaksanakan tanggungjawab ku dengan sempurna dan terlaksana Ya Allah." amin

EVERYDAY is mother's day :)

tiny

shopping ease my stress. seriously :D

skin treatment

#64

the worst feeling is when someone makes you feel special, then suddenly leaves you hanging, and you have to act like you don't care at all.

so yeah, i do really love this boy band. 

#63

there is no other way out. you can't simply letting go everything in just few days or even in a year, as i said, life is about experiencing and learning, if you can't do this, if u can't take an advantage on that, and keep in a negativating way, u will definitely ended by cutting yourself into pieces day by day. it is not easy. it is not just shutting off your heart so that u can freely forgetting the things. NO. but, however it is, how hard it was, keep strong and always says Alhamdulillah, we are still alive and Allah is always with us. 

got myself another two handbags after came back from a very short trip to Johor last weekend. 

when i have no boyfriend, me, after all, ended up with new gadgets, make up stuffs, handbags, flat shoes, blogging, magazines, face mask, eau de parfum, candles, pillows, a tonne of books, little brothers, little sisters, guitar, videoing, and so forth. because i did realize it can't be the same as before. life and people are keep changing, so do i. 

here is, another kick start

#62

it is not easy to be me.

close your eyes, take a deep breath. then u'll be fine :)

away from any social networks. away from lies. trying to cope with this life really well, this is not the end, this is where i should start with something new for my very own me. i'm lucky. people around me amaze me and there, i can make a comparison and keep judging them from the way they are thinking, they're acting, they're responding each other and between other people, their  attitude, their rules, their upbringing and so forth. i'm lucky to get knowing people around me. Alhamdulillah.

i just need someone to talk with. this pain, still... my head, my heart, my soul, i just can't get over it. one fine day i wish i can erase those memories.

Before you assume, learn the facts. Before you judge, understand why. Before you hurt someone, feel. Before you speak, think. ( Ikhmal, 2012 )

for eyes

VINCCI is now on sale! hurry up people.

I bought these yesterday *sigh*

these are part of me and these are my 2012 handbags

#61

#60

gaining lots of calories!

Pizza for dinner

McD for supper

assignments, here we goooooo! 

*gearing up*

#59

and yes, i am so in love with candles and pillows :D

*sleeptight*

"kurniakanlah aku satu hubungan yang mampu membimbing satu sama lain ke jalan yg direhdaiMu Ya Allah"

Amin.  :')

leave the past, skip over the present, and jump into the future 

loser

i'am not a quick decision  maker. haih 

malas malas malas

da la malas. hangat-hangat tahi ayam pula tu! *okay ini bukan aku kata dekat orang lain, kata dekat diri sendiri.* seriously aku malas..  :( dan jealous bila tgk kawan2 rajin. damn.